No offense to you, Abba, but stop talking a big game. Put Your money where Your mouth is. Anyway cna do what You’re doing. Make tons of outrageous commitments, and then not follow through with any of them. This is the norm. Tragedy. But to experience this with You, back to back, potentially, is a total shame. 
This is my BABY. His name is Rosey Boy. I love Him. He is my original baby. I just lost Kezeiah. Not in a million years did I presume You’d not  just casually watch me lose another. 

I want to apologize for my intense irreverence. You are always deserving of honor, somehow. How….I’ve no idea. But You are God. You say that You’re not a liar. I read in John 14 that You’ll do anything asked in Your name. I ask You to COMPLETELY HEAL my baby Rose-Boy. I have no idea what he’s struggling with. Just a few hours ago, he seemed fine. 

Abba, honestly, I’m sorry for my Behavior. You say You’re not a liar. Just please keep Your Word. So simple for You. Heal Rosey boy. Just heal my baby. . Once again, I’m so sorry for my irreverence. I’m just shocked. Keziah, just a week ago. The fact that You’d even allow this is disturbing. How? I’ve asked You at least 20 times to HEAL my baby. You make the promise.  But will You keep it????

My Rosey-Boy needs attention. Just heal Him completely. Upon waking up tomorrow, let’s see Him TOTALLY RESTORED, HEALED.. Amen